<h1 style="color:chocolate;">it wasn't my fault</h1>

Part 1

   It's not your fault . I kept trying to tell myself that it wasn't through my unending tears but it seemed as though the more i tried to convince myself that it wasn't my fault, the more it felt like it was really my fault.

   I didn't know what to do and neither did i know how to feel but one thing i do wish right now is that ground opens and takes me in it.

   I didn't know who to turn to for i felt that whoever i told about my misfortune was surely going to put the blame on me and this made things worse for me for i felt like i needed to end my life, i was slowly losing reasons to continue living.

   I hadn't eaten in two days coz all i wanted to do was die.  I had put off my phones so no one would reach me. I heard my friends come and go believing i wasn't in.

    It wasn't until the 3rd day my closest friend,Shalom kept on knocking and finally decided to alert my neighbours and they broke down the door. I heard everything they were doing but i couldn't, just couldn't get myself off the bed. It felt like my bed and i grew a lot closer these past few days.

   The moment they succeeded in entering my room, i heard Shalom scream for she thought  i had moved into another realm and it made the my neighbours rush it with buckets of water to pour on me. The water felt so cold that i had to flicker so that they stop.

   When they stopped, i told them i was fine
That they could leave. I could overhear one of the guys say "can you imagine this useless girl". Shalom came to me to be sure i was well before thanking them and promising to explain to them what had just happened......




                              By Sylvia