<h1 style="color:blue;">the life of My PART 6</h1>

Hi. My name is My. My because my life doesn't have a meaning...
Just like my name.
I'm just an embarrassment to my self-esteem.
I hate myself.

I am never... ever going back to school.
X?
Dead to me.
Perhaps it was his pretty face that got me distracted.
I will never... ever speak to him again.

My name is My and I hate my life.
I wish this blackness around me would swallow me up.
I wish I'd die.
I wish I was never born.
I am useless to my generation.

Nobody will ever understand the hollow inside me.
"You will be fine My, won't you come home to Mama?"
I could hear the disappointment in my mothers voice although she tried to hide it.
My father never called.
Perhaps he was ashamed.
Perhaps his paramours didn't give him the chance.

I am no longer the child they can brag about.
I am a disappointment to my entire generation.
I am a stain to the family name.

My name is My...
My heart is broken.
Is this what it feels like to be displaced
From my mates...
Halfway to being withdrawn from school
And left without a clue?

What am I going to do?
I have gotten out all the fluid in me through my eyes.
I am pained
I am black
I am dying...

I hate my life. I want to be someone else.
I don't mind being uglier. ..
Fatter...
I want to get into another body.
I want to change my face.
This one brings so much shame.

Oh! My X.
X would never want this me.
Can someone please bring a new list.
I want to be on the moving train



                           By Tobi