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it wasn't my fault
Part 3
Shalom didn't believe me, she said i didn't know what i was talking about and that she had an extra one in her handbag. As she got up to fetch it, I yelled at her to stop and all of a sudden,i didn't know where all the energy came from but the last thing i remember was me shouting at her, telling her to stop that I could take care of myself and that she should get lost but she refused to listen to me and that was when i couldn't help it anymore and i told her i was raped amd i guess i passed out afterwards.I woke up a day after seeing my mom and dad and i asked where i was and why they were around and then I was told that i was in the School's Health Centre and Shalom called them immediately i was rushed to the hospital.
I began to cry again and my mom joined in this time around and my Dad didn't know what to do,He just left the room saying he was going to see the Doctor.
I tried to explain to my mom but she just kept on saying " i love you very much my daughter and you don't need to explain anything"
Hearing her say that made me weaker .
Shalom, the Doctor and my Dad came into the room and the Doctor started saying sweet words to make me settle in and feel better but what worried me is that in all of the time, My Dad hadn't uttered a single word to me. He just kept on staring at me.
The Doctor,Shalom and my Mother all left the room for me to be alone with my Dad, he sat close to me. At that moment, I didn't know what to do and i tried to explain again, He just hushed me, held me close and called me his princess and that no matter what happens i would always be his princess and that i should never try and kill myself again.
He hugged me so tight that i began to cry even more and i still tried to explain to him how it was all my fault but he hushed me repeatedly and said it was never my fault for he trusts me and believes he raised me up rightly. His words were reassuring and comforting....
By Sylvia
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